Spoiled….

How do you break someone from being soo daymn spoiled?  I mean you notice their spoil ways everytime they open their mouths it seems like they want something?  Are you spoiled or know someone who is very spoiled?

……I give up….

i give up, im done trying. im done.

Its not your world…..

Dayum,  just cause I dont return a fucking phone call does not mean I dont love you or am not thinking bout you!! ITS MEAN THAT IM TIRED OF FUCKING ARGUING!!! You ever been so tired of arguing that you rather go to sleep then sit and talk, and argue… Man love is hard single is easier…….i cant do this man!! how do you deal with the one you luv!!! i mean really love!!!!

Finally……..A place to call home.

So I finally signed a lease and got a place to stay. Monday I head up to Louisana to get the car!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEE! on my way to independence and happiness. hehe. Im excitied and scared all at the same time. Is that like possible? I guess so huh?  but not really going on today, so I’ll leave you with this: Home is where the heart is.

Another day in Florida..

Okay. So I know my blog title says AK but you know this blog orginated from me being in Alaska.  So I think I should just leave the title cause I plan to go back.  I know, I know, in a post way in tha beginning I swore I wasn’t coming back to Alaska.  But danggit, how can you not? Man, it’s so spacious and pretty.  With the mountains, and Nothern Lights ans stuff. How could anyone not like Alaska?!?  But now that I have met EO, I really wanna come back.  It’s like a itch that I can’t scratch. Or reach.  I just got to break my neck to get back there.  So today I finally found a way that I can freaking get my vechicle.  Imma hafta take the freaking Greyhound to New Orleans and then drive the darn vechicle back to Florida. Note this is a three hr drive.  URGH!! This is gonna suck. Man, there wasnt a vehicle port in Florida so they had to get as close as they could.  AND I hafta learn my way around florida since I dont know ish!!!  I mean nothing.  Everything looks new to me…… Well I cant really upload any photos since I left my camera at home when I went home on leave before I came to Florida. So its gonna be a while before you see any new pics up on the blog. But its not like anyone visit my blog anyway. But soon and very soon……One day. I hope.

So……..

Evil One is upset with me. URGH!! Its not like I do it on purpose. I was just sooo caught up with youtube. The darn things that take up my attention.  I was listening to music today and watching a lil bit of TV. I wound up watching,  the Little Princess.  I cried.  That movie reminds me sooo much of how I grew up, of how no matter what me and my sister did, we would always be just second to my cousins. I remember going through highschool with either Ariel’s hand-me-downs or walmart brand stuff. But you best believe Auntie made sure HER kids had brands that came outta of the mall.  I remember trying to do real good in school, and even though I was the only one who brought in the good grades I always got treated the same………SECOND. But now that Im in the Air Force and I’ve found someone who I think really loves me for me and not for what I got or where I can go in a couple of years, but for me, I feel like I shouldnt treat EO like my aunt treated me……….second.  So EO if you’re readin this I apologize.

Falling in love……..

OMG!! I am so in love with…….let’s call this person, EO (EVIL ONE). LMAO!! *wait til that person sees this* lol. But anyway Evil One is soooo good to me. OMG I lOVE EO!!!! Everything EO does I love…….and I do mean everything.  I just wish life was less cruel, I wish that our roads could of crossed in another way onto another direction. When I first met EO, I mean like on site, soon as my eyes hit their well being I was like WOW! DAYUM!! lol.  But never in a million yrs would I have thought that me and EO would become one. I love EO.  And I can say that with love in my heart, mind, soul, and well being.  If you are reading this EO——- I LOVE YOU!!!!!

In Florida…..and hating it!!!

URGH!! I hate it here!! I know I was always complaining about Alaska, now I totally regret all of that. Boi, they say things can come back around and bite you in the ass, but DANG!! I didnt think it would be soo fast!!! URGH!! I just got here yesterday and I hate it!!! Maybe I’m not use to being here and Im new and I dont know anyone but dang the southern hosptitality is not in Fort Walton Beach, FL!!! I want to go back to Alaska, the place I’m use to and I know everyone. Being new sucks!! Maybe I should stop complaining and be appreciative?  I will.  Soon as I get over the fact that Im here and Im going to be here for a hot minute>

The new pics

I just wanted to let yall see the new pics. Have i changed from the old pics? *heheh*

This is the pic i took before going out to the club. I was in DIVA mode!!

 

On my best friends birthday night.

 

Have yall ever went through photos and really *noticed* what you were wearing that night?!? What’s your fav outfit?

……I comply *boo-boo face*

I got tagged at Pserendipity to do this meme. I comply with wishes of the blogroll, so here you go.

What is your current obsession? Food. Im always hungry.

What are you wearing today? Today I am wearing grey sweats and a pink tank top and black sneakers

Do you nap a lot? yea when im tired
Why is today special? because its another day god gave me to witness
What would you like to learn to do? crocheting

What’s for dinner today? I already ate and I didnt cook it.

What’s the last thing you bought? Gasto go in my car

What are you listening to right now? Nelly-Party people
What is your favorite weather? Summer

What are your essentials when traveling? Ipod

What’s your style? My name says it all—2flyy4u

What is your most challenging goal right now? To start studying for staff

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? Manhattan New York

Favorite vacation spot? Jamaica

Name the things you cannot live without? food, water, love. No, no really—my cellphone, Vince, my car

How was your childhood?hard

What would you like to have in your hands right now? vince

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?to vince

What would you like to get rid of? hating ppl

Which language do you want to learn?
chinese
Which countries have you visited?none except the one im on

What do you want to be when you grow up? adoctor, a lawyer, a dancer, and a dective. can i be all?